Flickering lights

Source: makemestfu

Source: makemestfu

How many more interviews must I attend before I get a place

I feel like talking to someone but there’s no one there :( it’s always a case of expectations VS reality.

Recent events have made me think twice, if not thrice about what I want to do in life. One minute I think that this is the road carved out for me, the next minute, I’m not so sure. What is it that I really want from life?

Honestly speaking, I don’t want to spend the rest of my life staring at a computer screen. This is all I’ve decided on for now.

I feel like my time is up. There’s only so much of this that I can take.

I feel sad and it’s a kind of sadness that can’t really be explained. I feel like I’m going nowhere while everyone is going somewhere. I feel like my life serves no purpose. I hope that this is a sadness that will last momentarily for I know the consequences of the contrary.

(via marcusbutlertv)

(via marcusbutlertv)